Once upon a time, in a previous generation, the use of cannabis was something that was kept hidden, a secret shared only between a select few. Marijuana was illegal in most states, with the stigma surrounding it palpable.

Despite the fear and stigma, a group of people who believed in the positive effects of cannabis came together to embrace the counter-culture. We were recreational users who saw the plant as a natural medicine that could bring relaxation and a sense of well-being to our lives. However, society saw us as degenerates, slackers, and even criminals, making it difficult to feel confident and proud about something that was deemed wrong.

Smoking with friends was always a rushed and paranoid experience, with the fear of getting caught by the police or being judged by others. It was an ironic situation, knowing that people who would ridicule us for smoking weed would then go out and get drunk, causing real harm to themselves and others.

As a recreational user, I couldn't openly discuss my cannabis use with others, fearing that they would judge me or even report me to the authorities. The possibility of being ostracized, losing my job, or facing legal repercussions was always present. Personally, I have been arrested and charged with possession twice. One of those charges still on my record today. 

Despite the negative connotations attached to being a recreational cannabis user, many of us found it to be a positive and enjoyable part of our lives. Cannabis provided a sense of relaxation and freedom, allowing us to unwind after a long day or enjoy social situations with friends. For some, it also served as a way to ease symptoms of various medical conditions. Despite the stigma, cannabis held an important place in our lives and we felt that we shouldn't have to hide it.

We saw being a part of the cannabis community as an act of rebellion against the mainstream culture, a way of asserting our freedom of choice and our belief in natural medicine, despite the risks and the judgment that came with it. It was a journey from being a recreational user who had to hide their cannabis use, to someone who can now openly and confidently discuss it.

Looking back on those days, I realize how lucky I am to have been a part of this movement before legalization. It's been a journey, and an experience that has shaped my perspective on society and the role of cannabis in our lives. While the fear and stigma of the past may have been daunting, it's comforting to know that we were a part of a movement that helped bring about positive change.

Fortunately, times have changed, and many states have legalized cannabis for both medical and recreational use. People are starting to see the benefits of cannabis and the harm caused by the war on drugs. The stigma is slowly being lifted, and it's amazing to think that what was once considered taboo is now becoming more widely accepted.

As we continue to push for further legalization and acceptance of cannabis, we can look back on our experiences with pride and appreciation for the progress that has been made. We are grateful to have been a part of this change and to see how the legalization of cannabis has made a positive impact on people's lives.